After sporting a moustache in latest action film Rowdy Rathore, Akshay Kumar is back to his clean-shaven look. While the film is doing well at the box office, the actor is not comfortable with the word rowdy being used for him in real life. "Real life is different than reel life. In real life I am no longer a puppet as I am in reel life. I am a thoroughly different person in real life. Kicks and punches are the reel life stuff. I wonder why the word rowdy is being used for me," said the 44-year-old while attending Aaj Tak Care awards in the capital last night.