Reality TV star Kim Kardashian, who filed for divorce just 72-day after her marriage with Kris Humphries, is mortified and embarrassed about the fact that her marriage ended so soon. The actor has also realized that she should not have fought the divorce battle so publicly and she hopes to keep things more private from now on. ''Obviously when you fall in love and it's happening so fast and it's on a TV show and you get married on a TV and it doesn't work out the way everyone had hoped it would, it's kind of embarrassing, Kim was quoted as saying by the heat magazine. ''So you don't wanna open yourself up as much and you wanna keep things more private,'' she said. Having said that, the actress doesnt seem to be following her words very seriously as she is planning to show some aspects of her new relationship with Kanye West on her reality TV show. ''It's real life and if we're filming and Kanye comes to pick me up I'm not gonna tell the cameras to stop,'' said the Keeping Up With Kim Kardashian star. Talking about all the hype around her famous derriere, the star said she is sick of it. ''I don't get the fact, like, why it's talked about. I don't get it. Sometimes I get bored of talking about it. Most women have one,'' Kardashian said.